This isn't really a problem cause there's nothing I can do about it and it's not really bothering me too much. I just want to discuss how I'm feeling. Well I was developing feelings for a certain guy that I've known for 2 years. But he doesn't take my feelings into consideration and now that I think about it, I don't like him that much. However, he's a good friend of mine and I wouldn't want that to change. Friendship's more important anyway. I use to get jealous and worried thinking of him with another girl but lately it's not bothering me too much. When he talks about doing his own thing, moving on with his own life where I won't see or be with him as much, it doesn't upset me. Of course he's my friend and I'll miss him. It's just confuses me. I get frustrated with him a lot. I wanted to spend every minute of every day with him. Now I don't fret if he doesn't call or something. I see him at school, so no biggie. Maybe I've just come to terms with the fact that he doesn't have deeper feelings for me. I'm completely comfortable with him but I use to get anxious around him and my heart would literally pound...it still does that whenever he's around but inside somewhere, I'm thinking I';m losing whatever I felt for him. (Which would probably make him happy.) This is really mixing me up. OK well this is getting long so I'll stop it here. Comments? Advice? Anything? Thank you all.
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