Pessimistic Amazement:(:( NKA   Author:  42792  Category:(Poetry) Created:(10/13/2002 5:45:00 PM) This post has been Viewed (251 times) In total amazement of what I see Still can’t figure who this can be One minute we’re happy The next minute torn apart I have to tell you It’s breaking my heart I am not so strong as to blow it off And pretend I don’t care That it’s just a phase None of this meant sense anyway I shouldn’t feel anything This I am sure But how do I tell my feelings to leave It’s not all my fault I didn’t do it alone I didn’t just wake up one day and decide That I was going to feel for you And I certainly did not want you to leave So what am I supposed to do? Pretend that I don’t care Maybe I should but that’s not how I feel I wish I knew how you feel Not knowing if you were playing, not knowing crap It’s all just too much I am way too sensitive to endure I may seem strong but I’m not, you know I cry for things much more trivial So imagine the pain that I am going through Feeling idiotic for everything that has transpired Who is at fault, I haven’t a clue Maybe it is me, maybe it is you Does it really matter, though? Probably not one bit At least not to you as you ignore all of it I wish I could be more like you I wish I could blow it all off so easy But I can’t, that’s not me, I’m not so resilient I have issues with games and can’t deal with it You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click here Scroll all the way down to read replies. Show all stories by   Author:  42792 ( Click here ) Spring is coming